I keep waiting for that epiphany about the future that I'm always hearing about. You know, that moment that everything is supposed to just make sense and fall into place. Well, here I am, almost 20 and nothing. Continuing to go through the motions, go to class, and do the copious amounts of homework that coincide and still I can't seem to even begin to see the direction that this path I'm walking is going. While it is usually my goal to give everyone reading, this uplifting sense of self, today all I can really do is let you know that I'm in the same boat. Each of us is walking along this aimless path together. We see people we graduated high school with majoring in important things, starting families, and even joining the military. Others of us are majoring in undecided, have $4.00 to our names, minimum wage jobs, and are still living at home. The worst part of having absolutely no idea what you are doing isn't even that itself, its that you feel like somehow you are letting everyone else around you down. Its like our inability to make a life decision crushes the hopes and dreams family members had for us. It isn't really even fair to put that on them because it literally has nothing to do with them. Its all about us and what we want and where we want our lives to go. Undoubtedly I have made genuinely bad decisions for myself already. I will continue to do so until or unless I get a clue. About my future that is. Take it from me, going through the motions might feel pointless right now, but one day you will be glad you kept walking on the deserted path to no where. XOXO, Hunter
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Hunter FergusonHolding her Associates of Arts in Political Science, Implementing Beneficial Community Project, and having Led a Student Collaboration team at her college of attendance- Hunter chooses to blog about the world around her as well as her personal experiences in hopes of creating a Powerful group of like-minded people. Archives
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